Darkthorn’s Blog

Well, a lot of things are almost done. I’m almost done with exams, only one left: Cells, Tissues and Organisms. Today’s exam wasn’t too bad, I think I passed at least. Only took me about 2 and a half hours to finish out of the possible three. I was slower than I thought I should be. Hopefully it doesn’t take me so long on Friday, I don’t want to have to hang around for too long. Either way, I’m relatively happy that I’m close to the end. So close to the end, I can’t give up now.

Something I’m not happy about is that amount of work I have to catch up on for Writing. I don’t want to fall behind in that. I think I’ll get my graded assignments out of the way before I look at the practice ones. It seems a pity, that once again I might not bother doing all the work, still pass, but have basically wasted a learning exercise.

Anything else? Well, as of 12:43 today, I’m now single. Much as it pains me to say it, I thought it was time for us to take a break. I’m not exactly coping well, and I’m causing David a lot of unnecessary pain. Being apart will hopefully help me sort out my life. I love him so much, but I don’t have the right to put him in what seems like last every time, or break him every time something goes wrong in the rest of my life. I’m very lonely and unhappy all the time anyway. All that will change is that I will be alone to do what I want. Losing my one love isn’t that bad, just means I don’t have a shoulder to cry on next time I have a breakdown. Right now, it feels like I’m even more broken, but we will see. I’m still alive, although remedying that seems like a good idea.

~ Darkthorn