Darkthorn’s Blog

Darkness The Darkness beckons to me. It whispers in my ear, Come to me. . Those things which you fear most: Being alone, lonely and lost Will never ever happen If you come to me. . I can take away all the pain. I can make you oblivious To the world outside, To all the [...]

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The Betrayal The blood is running freely, I’ve slit my wrists And now I die, The blood is running freely, If you truly cared You would end my pain, The blood is running freely, Just stab me in the back Like everyone else has, The blood is running freely, Save me from myself I’m the [...]

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Food / Eating Disorders I just ate a muffin. A perfectly harmless blueberry muffin. Now I can taste the bile in my mouth. The churning of my stomach. I don’t even know why I am afflicted like this. I can barely breathe, Shallow, gasping breaths providing me with my required oxygen. The computer screen glares [...]

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Dying I’ve slit my wrists And now I die, I long for The peace of death. Life is a burden That I don’t want. If you want to help me, You’ll have to kill me. Just stab me in the back, Everyone else already has. My hear is slowing, My pain is fading, Life is [...]

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You and Me Tomorrow, I live in hope. So do I. I believe tomorrow will be better than today. So do I. Today, I lived. So did I. I woke up today. So did I. I went to sleep yesterday. So did I. I cried myself to sleep yesterday. I didn’t. I tried to kill [...]

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Escape Reading. Watching TV. Surfing the net. Watching movies. Listening to music. Drawing pictures. Crunching ice. Taking drugs. Cutting. Futile. No escape for the wicked.

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Shall I compare thee to a new found book? Thou art more lasting and more amazing, A perfect male, able to clean and cook, Thou eyes and face full of love blazing. Thy hair as sleek as a lying man’s tongue; Shine comparable to a mermaid’s treasure. Greatly endowed; being so well hung, Knowing exactly [...]

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Happiness The higher you leap for it, The more it pulls away from you. You keep jumping, Determined to have That elusive dream of happiness. A lucky few, Through persistence and trying, Reach that happiness. Still others try, But give up, Preferring instead The easy comfort of life’s material levels. And the rest of us? [...]

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Depression Life really sucks sometimes Wouldn’t you agree? There are times When I wish I wasn’t me The day you don’t want To get out of bed Let alone go to school You don’t want to talk to people And why is life so cruel Endless weeks off Feeling bad and wanting To curl up [...]

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I have a guy: Who calls me beautiful instead of hot, Who calls me back when I hang up on him, Who stays awake just to watch me sleep, Who kisses my forehead, Who wants to share me with the world, Who holds my hand in front of his friends, Who thinks I’m just as [...]

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