Combination

The world blurs then steadies,

And I can feel the sweet colours

Exploding fast inside my head.

That’s the hardest one I ever took.

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Combining of drugs and fun,

Where did life go so wrong?

When I can get off on pain,

Not just others but my own.

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Begging, pleading for more,

I need my next fix: or else.

The explosions in my head,

The surrounding brightness.

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Suddenly, the pain stops.

The world is going black,

The pretty lights are gone.

I float far above my body.

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Why is everybody screaming?